* the things i've done, lily

[ALICE DEIDRE PREWETT]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=width,475,true] lily, LILY... I've done something horrible. HORRIBLE BEYOND WORDS. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HAS GOTTEN INTO ME. I shagged Sirius Black. He was just so charming and he teased me and... kissed me and then one thing lead to another and... I'm freaking out Lily.... feeling terrible alice. .

[LILY AVERY EVANS]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:400px; height:350px; background-image:URL(http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_le5hc574zg1qbtguuo1_500.gif); -webkit-border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px; -border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px; -moz-border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px;] dearest alice, actually i kind of already heard about it from sirius. i can't believe you would do such a thing. shagging another person doesn't just happen alice! what the hell were you even thinking?? sincerely, lily

[ALICE DEIDRE PREWETT]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=width,475,true] dear lily, Yeah, I know, Sirius has been saying it to everyone he meets, I swear. I'm just happy that half the people don't believe him. Honestly, I can't believe I would something like that either. It did just happen though! I didn't exactly want it, I'm not a person gung-ho about sex, Lily. I don't know what I was thinking... I just wasn't. feeling terrible alice. .

[LILY AVERY EVANS]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:400px; height:350px; background-image:URL(http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_le5hc574zg1qbtguuo1_500.gif); -webkit-border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px; -border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px; -moz-border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px;] dearest alice, why did it have to be sirius though? did he drug you? charm you somehow? he's just so incredibly immature, i don't see how anyone could go past a slight hug with him without being disgusted. though that may apparently be just me. sincerely, lily

[ALICE DEIDRE PREWETT]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=width,475,true] dear lily, I don't know why it had to be Sirius. He was just there. I... wounded Severus's pride a bit by saving him from Sirius and then... I guess he just turned on the charm. It was a moment of weakness, I mean I'm not repulsed by him but... the fling thing just isn't me, Lils. Also, you're not the only one, Sirius is a... for lack of a better word, serious jerk. feeling terrible alice. .

[LILY AVERY EVANS]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:400px; height:350px; background-image:URL(http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_le5hc574zg1qbtguuo1_500.gif); -webkit-border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px; -border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px; -moz-border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px;] dearest alice, i'm slightly confused as to when severus came into this, do you want to explain a bit more? not a play by play, please, just enough so i'm not so lost with what exactly happened. and i really couldn't have phrased that better myself. sincerely, lily

[ALICE DEIDRE PREWETT]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=width,475,true] dear lily, Oh... well Sirius and I were just talking and then he started to make fun of Severus when he dropped his books and wouldn't stop. Then I wounded his pride by standing up for him. When Sev left, Sirius got really close and started kissing me... which is probably when I stopped thinking. I went with it even though I was freaking out on the inside. One thing lead to another... we went up to one of the classrooms upstairs... Oh, did I tell you he said that he was sorry for being a dick? feeling terrible alice. .

[LILY AVERY EVANS]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:400px; height:350px; background-image:URL(http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_le5hc574zg1qbtguuo1_500.gif); -webkit-border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px; -border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px; -moz-border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px;] dearest alice, YOU HAD SEX IN A CLASSROOM? YOU SHAGGED A GUY IN A PLACE WHERE PEOPLE LEARN? it better not have been one of my classrooms. ick. well i'm sure sirius really didn't mean that last part there. he never seems to mean anything. all that comes out of his mouth are stupid words similar to those of a two year old. sincerely, lily

[ALICE DEIDRE PREWETT]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=width,475,true] dear lily, HEAVENS NO. MY GOD IT WAS ONE OF THE ABANDONED ONES! I SWEAR. I don't really know, Remus was there when he said it and... he actually had one of those honest faces on. It didn't really seem all that fake and I can tell when he's being fake... most of the time. I feel a bit better, now that I threw my History of Magic Text at him... twice. feeling terrible alice. .

[LILY AVERY EVANS]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:400px; height:350px; background-image:URL(http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_le5hc574zg1qbtguuo1_500.gif); -webkit-border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px; -border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px; -moz-border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px;] dearest alice, oh my goodness, you threw your book at him? nice going. it doesn't even matter if he meant it or not he stilld deserved a good wake up call. but at least it's all in the past now, right? sincerely, lily

[ALICE DEIDRE PREWETT]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=width,475,true] dear lily, ... yes, I threw a book at him. I think that he deserves a good wake up call too, especially since HE'S AN IDIOT THAT DOESN'T THINK BEFORE HE SPEAKS! Lily, he called me easy. I just want to... to... I don't even know. I'm too nice to think of something to make his life miserable. rather angry alice. .

[LILY AVERY EVANS]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:400px; height:350px; background-image:URL(http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_le5hc574zg1qbtguuo1_500.gif); -webkit-border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px; -border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px; -moz-border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px;] dearest alice, he called you easy? what a little prick. i think he's the easy one. i think you should give him the silent treatment, that usually drives men mad. or play a prank on him, i can look the other way. sincerely, lily

[ALICE DEIDRE PREWETT]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=width,475,true] dear lily, He is and it is really rather hard to give him the silent treatment when he pesters you ever moment of the way. He is also rather hard to avoid. Play a prank on him? I don't know, I'm not terribly good at that... maybe I can ask Frank... though I doubt that he would help since he is friends with Sirius. Lily, you're such a great friend... thank you for listen, by the way. rather angry alice. .

[LILY AVERY EVANS]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:400px; height:350px; background-image:URL(http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_le5hc574zg1qbtguuo1_500.gif); -webkit-border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px; -border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px; -moz-border-radius:5px 100px 5px 100px;] dearest alice, well i'm sure he'll move on at some point. and ask frank, you never know. and sure, its fine c: sincerely, lily

[ALICE DEIDRE PREWETT]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=width,475,true] dear lily, ... I hope he does move on at some point. Mmm, and well I suppose that is true. I haven't really talked to Frank much since this happened. Maybe he will help. Thanks Lils. <3 hopeful alice. .